So, yeah...I think my life is over...

[Rd96SVX]

wow Jeff,
we all feel for you, I can also somewhat relate to your situation, very closely in fact...it's tough.. the choice I made for myself(the one you have thought about) was that I could not continue to give my life and my heart to someone who could not give me theirs.
You are doing the right thing, therapy and church can help with your feelings, but in the end...be true to yourself...if you stay and try to make it work, will you be miserable and always have those thoughts creeping up in you mind? Or would it be easier to move on and possibly find someone that will be true to you?
The fact that you have children will complicate things, not that children are bad.. but just that they will always be linked to their mother, so you will not be able to put her out of your mind.(I know you love your girls very much)
I too am available for you to talk to, (502-439-5497)
I'll also be at the dragon with huck... and I'm one of the guys there with an extra bed( damn that would be a long drive from maine, but probably worth it)
***CLIFF NOTES*** My sig other was also a dirty, cheating, lying, heartless *****, And my heart WAS broken in two... however, it is mended now, you can survive, you can be happy, you need to be true to yourself.