This isnt going to be a good birthday :(

[mysvxrocks]

I need to post somewhere...

My sister n laws mother was diagnosed with cancer a few months back, shes had it before, but now its back, and its everywhere, and taking her down fast. Ive been there as much as I can for my sister n law, for one because she is family, and because her mom and her sister are also family to me. We have a long past, and they are a major part of me growing up, in both good and bad ways.

So today is my birthday... and I just got a call from my sister n laws sister, asking me to call her sister, because the doctors told them that the mother might not make it through the night. Im going to the hospital soon after I am finished posting this... Ive got so much stuff going through my mind, Im not sure what to do.

I feel like people here are also like a family to me, Ive been around here for a few years now, and know most people either by their posts, or by interacting with them personally. No one here has ever hurt me in any way, and I am so thankful for that.

I was looking forward to tomorrow as a happy day, but it looks like a higher power has changed my plans. Its been a long time since Ive been to church or anything, but I have never lost my faith. Im praying that something good comes out of tonight... If it be good or bad to us, Im keeping the mother in mind. She will have everyone who loves her there for her, and I am praying that the pain she is having can come to a close, even though it will bring more pain to others, including me.

I am asking those of you on here, to please keep me and my family in your minds. I dont have many people to turn to with my feelings... my girlfriend is about the only one...

I need to go now. Thank you everyone on here in advance.... -Dennis