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Old 05-23-2005, 11:13 AM
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Originally Posted by Rd96SVX
You are doing the right thing, therapy and church can help with your feelings, but in the end...be true to yourself...if you stay and try to make it work, will you be miserable and always have those thoughts creeping up in you mind? Or would it be easier to move on and possibly find someone that will be true to you?
I honestly don't know right now, but I wish I did. If I had to say right now, then no, I don't think I'll ever get over this. I'm just far too much of an emotional person. If it weren't for my girls, then I would have been gone long before it ever got to this point.

We have a counseling appointment next week, and I'm going to talk to a counseler myself tonite. At this point, no matter the pain, I just can't take my girl's family away from them until I know how I truly feel, and unfortunately, I just can't make a rational decision in the condition I'm in right now.
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