[n00b on demand]

Its so weird how fast this all happened. And its also weird to think that one of my friends isn't here anymore. Last night I was having computer problems and he would have been the first person I called...i actually opened my phone up and almost called then I thought to myself " what are ya doing tom?"....I mean its been almost 10 years since my dad passed and still to this day sometimes I feel as though he's going to come home from work at 5 o clock... ...I am glad though that he is in a place of no pain though. I hate what cancer does to people...i wouldn't even wish that on my worst enemy. Me and my friends all made speeches at the funeral about the friend we grew up with....the happy times. We had the whole place laughing hysterically...so its good to say things were on a good note at a sad time.