last night
her (10:53:43 PM): sorry
GUTzu 03 (10:53:56 PM): don't worry about it
her (10:54:12 PM): i just got in from baby sitting
GUTzu 03 (10:54:24 PM): okey
her (10:54:47 PM): so0o0o what do u have to talk to me about
GUTzu 03 (10:55:00 PM): i want to talk in person
her (10:55:26 PM): ok look i have to tell you something
her (10:55:48 PM): you the boyfriend typ
her (10:56:08 PM): the typ that a girl can trust and really fall in love wit
her (10:56:44 PM): you still there
GUTzu 03 (10:56:56 PM): i'm waiting
her (10:57:40 PM): ok well look i'm not lookin for a boyfriend i'm just lookin to chill and i don't want you to think that i don't like you or what ever its not even that
GUTzu 03 (10:57:54 PM): i always understood that
GUTzu 03 (10:57:56 PM): but
GUTzu 03 (10:58:06 PM): i also don't like being comletly ignored
her (10:58:51 PM): babe your a sweet heart and i really care for you and i felt like i was really fallin for you and i con't have that right now
her (10:59:26 PM): i don't mean to i'm just livin for the day you know what ever the next day brings is what ever
GUTzu 03 (10:59:46 PM): okey
her (10:59:56 PM): i'm really sorry
her (11:01:19 PM): but i cant fall for no one right now this is my time and i know thats sounds a lil self indulged but thats just the way it is
her (11:02:47 PM): i try way to hard to stop myself form fallin for boys b/c right not i feel that i cant give them al that they need and i cant make them happy so00o i just move on not that i like it i would still like to be friends but thats up to you now
GUTzu 03 (11:03:09 PM): listen
GUTzu 03 (11:03:54 PM): okey...maybe not
GUTzu 03 (11:04:02 PM): i have nothing to say
GUTzu 03 (11:04:21 PM): i'll talk to you in person
her (11:04:25 PM): say what you wanted to say
GUTzu 03 (11:04:25 PM): **** AIM'
her (11:04:45 PM): i hate talkin in person please just tell me now
GUTzu 03 (11:04:53 PM): i can't
GUTzu 03 (11:05:17 PM): i'm sorry
GUTzu 03 (11:05:34 PM): i can't put it in typing
her (11:06:34 PM): its ok don't apologize to me i'm the ass hole
GUTzu 03 (11:06:44 PM): no
GUTzu 03 (11:06:54 PM): I took those first days for a little too much
GUTzu 03 (11:07:03 PM): I understand
her (11:08:02 PM): no i'll talk to you in person u don't understand
GUTzu 03 (11:08:13 PM): bah...
GUTzu 03 (11:08:14 PM): i dop
GUTzu 03 (11:08:16 PM): do
GUTzu 03 (11:08:22 PM): i got the point a few days ago
GUTzu 03 (11:08:25 PM): but still
her (11:08:56 PM): no its not like that
GUTzu 03 (11:09:04 PM): like what
her (11:09:52 PM): look i like you alot and if i wanted a boyfriend it wold be u but thats not what i need right now i really really like you and i just cant be with anyone person right now
GUTzu 03 (11:12:37 PM): see......I just read that about 20 times....and I still don't know how to respond
her (11:13:23 PM): just do what ever one does tell me i'm a ***** and that you hate me and that you don't want to be my friend
GUTzu 03 (11:13:51 PM): i can never
her (11:17:36 PM): thats a 1st
GUTzu 03 (11:18:26 PM): it's a sad life you live
her (11:19:01 PM): lol i know
I couldn't talk after that......
We were going out for a few months, everything was great. But then a few days ago she just completely shut off........
I really don't understand
